By the park.

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Good one Timmy!" said the dog owner when he came back with a stick in his mouth. Wiggling his tail, his mouth looked like it is smiling. I am not sure if dogs actually smiled.

 I am not a dog person for sure I said to myself. I could never keep up to that animal's spirit. Kicking the stone away with my feet I walked forward. I don't know why people do that, does it make us look cool? What kind of person could possibly look cool while kicking a stupid stone while he is walking!?

 Suddenly there's a loud barking behind me but I cannot care less because I'm overthinking right now and I don't wanna disturb my chain of thoughts.

 'Oh, look how interesting the print of my shoes are! The soil is so brown and it has a lot of small stones. I cannot possibly kick all those stones.
Remember what mom said yesterday, that I am awful of a person to be an adult. Stubborn and uneasy. I guess that's why she doesn't talk much to me but much more about me.

 I think it's my fault though. What kind of daughter forgets her own mother's birthday! I have a very strange personality. I am doing nearly nothing with my life and still, I behave like everyone should treat like I am a pretty lady with a successful career whose book has been published and now gonna become a movie in a short while. It feels like a dream. Maybe 'cause it is. 
God the sky is killing it today. If it were a boy I'd be eyeing it for the top to bottom until it left the park. Wait, am I still at the park? The dog is audible again. 
I should really take a picture of the sky. Hey, look! A plane!'

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